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Sister to Sister

2012-02-07T01:23:00.000-08:00

Hey Girl, I just wanted to reconnect with you for a bit.
It's been a while!
Is everything going ok in your world? Is it really?
Because if it isn't, it's ok...I'm here for you.
You know that, or at least I hope that you do.
I won't judge you I promise, and I won't care if you just wanna vent.
Is it hormonal?
Oh, I completely understand.
Just remember that you'll feel better in a few days.
Feeling depressed, lonely, or miserable?
We ALL feel this way sometimes and don't say a word.
Keep your mind positive, your thoughts on good things.
Don't let whatever it is get you down.
It's all lies, all the negative stuff, it's just lies.
Nobody's life is perfect here in blog land even though it may appear that way.
You know, you really are something special.
You really are worth it.
You really are doing a great job.
Please believe me!
It really is gonna be ok.
Hang in there, it REALLY IS gonna be ok.
In fact, there is something really good around the corner for you!
Don't give up just yet.
Wait for it.
No more worry, anger, or fear.
Okay, I'm gonna go now, but remember... I'm here for you if you should need to talk.
If you need a prayer, just say so.
I've got you covered.

I MUST move forward CHEERfully!

2012-01-28T23:44:00.000-08:00

I believe in being happy and having fun with whatever I am doing...it just seems so hard when you know it is the last and ending of something though. I have mixed feelings about whether I should celebrate the end of...or celebrate the beginning of a new era. I felt emotionally drained for a week after the football banquet because I was looking through all of the old memories, it brought joy and sorrow. I love moving forward, but I miss the beautiful moments of the past. That's life, right? I tried my very best to have fun with decorating her senior table and when it was all said and done, I stood back and smiled because I felt that it truly did represent her years given to the sport. Here it goes...we had 4 ft. of space to put our displays and they all flowed into the next...

sweet sweet memories...

of moments and years past...

it feels so good looking back...

may life surround us with moments that put a smile on our faces...

Ohh, the beauty and pain of high school...

Here is a poem I found that sums things up.

.Growing up.
The calamities of adolescence.
Perpetual obstacles
hindering our ability to enjoy
the simple things in life.
Incessantly surrounded by drama,
“he-said, she-said” gossip,
petty arguments,
and the tragic dilemmas
of teenage life.
They say these are the best years of our lives.
Stressful schoolwork,
the frustration and pressure
to do your best,
always give 110%.
Imperative decisions
and choices that are crucial
towards your future,
and the rest of your life
are essentially necessary
to be made
Right now.
The overwhelming distress
and distraught feelings
are overpowering.
They say these are the best years of our lives.
and I couldn’t agree more.
For nothing I’d trade
the memories made.
The laughter and cheer
throughout all of the years
outweighs everything else
Making it all worthwhile.
Does it really have to end?

-Kimberly Ann

cherishing HOME

2012-01-26T22:24:00.000-08:00

Home is where my heart has always been. I mean, really, since Kindergarten I have tried to persuade everyone that I just enjoy staying home, and as a kindergartener I went to extremes to do so....hid my shoes, concocted pretend throw up, and tried faking arthritis...(i had no idea it wasn't something kids normally had)...all of this to get out of leaving home and going to school. I realized that no matter what I did, it wasn't working and I ended up being dropped off at school to my disliking. I accepted this part of life, never loved it, but accepted it. Many years later, after marrying my husband, I became a very happy stay at home wife, and never wanted to leave my cozy comfy home that he and I created together either. I recall 'needing' to work, and I did for a while... but feeling so torn to be at home that I decided I would make every sacrifice imaginable to do so. As fate would have it I was even offered a job days after I made this decision once and for all. After discussing how badly my husband and I both wanted to make this choice for me to stay home full time, he gave me the go ahead and I turned it down (knowing how much I could use that extra money.) I may look like I have it all today, but my life as a homemaker wasn't always easy or supplied abundantly, though our needs were always met, many times miraculously! It took many many sacrifices to make it work. Financially, and socially, I was continually having to stand back and watch others come and go as I didn't have the funds to keep up. I didn't have the right clothing, didn't have any extra money, couldn't buy cute things for my babies, and didn't even have a car for some time. But I did have something more valuable to me...and that was complete and full time access to my home, and my family and time to spend with them. It never really bothered me to do without anything. At times I endured criticism from others in the form of jokes or poking fun at my kids wearing inexpensive or unbranded clothing. Ouch, sometimes people are mean but, I had made my choice, sacrifices and all. The stuggle was worth it. I wanted to be their first and foremost influence...and cargiver. Why? Because I believed in it... because I have always felt the best foundation in life is in a strong home environment. I do not judge anyone elses choices or paths, but I knew this was supposed to be ours, and I am thankful for the opportunity to be able to make this choice.

What is in a home? What makes it so special, so strong, so important? It is knowing which cup you always drink from, where the extra paper towels are, where I've heard my kids practicing their cheers, dances, and routines, reciting lines of a play... It is where the homework table is always a mess with papers and backpacks, where my husband rejuvinates for another day of work, where I hear my kids making music together, or teenage music blaring, a place where I can look around and see art in the form of my husbands latest construction project, where my pillow is folded in half at bedtime, my favorite coffee is brewing each morning, and the washing machine is calling my name. It is the place where we laugh together, sing from our heart, and joke a little too much. We unload our frustrations here and it is safe to do so. It is also where we figure out who we are, what we accept and what we believe in. It is where we correct our mistakes and bad habits. Behind these two-by-fours, sheetrock, and brick and mortar, there is protection from a cruel world, there is connecting, lectures, and life lessons being learned, height charts measuring growth over the years, prayers being prayed in the wee hours, and closets full of items I just cannot let go of yet...because they represent a special memory. Home is very special to me, and I cherish it every single day of my life, and one day when this life is over, I will be able to say that I truly enjoyed my home. There is no bachelors degree, no award, or no credits- for the choice, time, or energy spent perfecting my little world over the last 23 years, but there is evidence of a life well spent, right here on a daily basis. Ah, I love my home, and have loved every home we have owned regardless of the address...we have had nine homes. They have all been home to me, and I will continue to make a home wherever I go, as long as I have the ones around me that I love...I am at home.

my favorite second hand treasure

2012-01-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

Just reading about second hand shopping makes me happy inside....when someone else finds something they absolutely LoVE...I relate. I dream about second hand shopping, and love rummaging through the junk to get to the treasures. Maybe because my mother took me to junk and antique shops when I was small, I still remember the smell of those places. I may not have 'gotten' it then, I sure do 'get' it now! Kristen at Sweet Country Life asked the question this morning 'what is your favorite second hand treasure?' and it got me to thinking....what is mine? So off I went to look in my house for my very favorite second hand find. I have narrowed it down to something really simple.

This...

because I use it every.single.day. I do not like large coffee cups, and the stores are usually full of those. I can't really explain it, but it's just THE cup I reach for everyday. Do you have a favorite second hand find?

Make room for the things that you need in your life NOW...by releasing the clutter of past offenses.

2012-01-24T21:08:00.001-08:00

A Hardworking Husband Gift

2012-01-13T22:38:00.000-08:00

Sometime last year I began cutting up my husbands work jeans into 6" squares. I sewed them all together and was proud of my new quilt top...but somewhere during the course of the year, and opening a coffeeshop, I put my little project away, and it was soon forgotten. This Christmas I remembered it, and so I pulled it out on a rainy, cold day to finish. I knew it would be a perfect gift to give, so I hurried before I was caught in the act. I really appreciate all that my husband does to take care of our family. He works in the office, runs his business, but also does alot of remodeling when he buys investment property. Last year he did plenty of that, so I thought this quilt meant even more to me than it did before. I put a backing and binding on , tied it with red thread, and wrapped it up! I cannot tell you how good it felt to look at -finished. I also cannot tell you how good it felt when He opened it and was reallly suprised...and how good it feels to see him use it ALOT of the time. I hope to have more time to make quilts, I want to try some more intriquite piecing and different styles. We will see if 2012 holds time for that! I sure hope that it does. Stay Warm Ya'll!

Repurposing Throws into Things

2012-01-07T22:16:00.001-08:00

I don't know about you, but we seem to have more throws than we can use around my house. It seems to be a safe gift to buy, or sometimes they are just irresistible, and they are affordable! Those are just a few reasons we might end up with them. I have come to realize that they are great sources of fabric, and I've used them for a few different projects.

Tonite my daughter made pillows out of one throw that she loves the feel and color of...and it turned out to be a winning idea. (They are they light turquoise ones in the back) aren't they pretty with her new christmas bedding? I've made Halloween costumes out of throws as well, ha! We still have an abundance of them and I guess we will continue to find different uses for them. Until then, we will keep using them to keep warm and cozy up! Ok, gotta go...I've got a fire, some hot tea, and a throw waiting for me!

Cyber Christmas Card 2011

2011-12-19T23:15:00.000-08:00

Love to you all,
The DeLoera Family - Albert, Darla, Devyn, Morgan & Kyle

Rambling for Release

2011-11-15T23:18:00.000-08:00

Time to write! It's been a while, and I am certain that I have a vacant audience here, but none the less I am going to write. Writing for me is a release and I don't do it often enough these days. I shouldn't feel busier but I do! I am also savoring the moments with a quickly growing trio of soon to not be teenagers. I find that I have more time to do the things that used to be procrastinated for 'later' when I would have more time. I also find that I am not near as frazzled as I have been in the years past. I am much more relaxed now than before but blogging less. I guess I feel that blogging isn't necessarily necessary.

I am excited to put up my Christmas tree this year. I skipped Christmas last year, completely, and I think it did me tons of good. :) I want the tree, the music, the goodies, the family gatherings, I want it all this year. I'm even looking forward to shoppping. Bring on the Christmas season. It's the most wonderful time of the year, fa la la la la la la la la.

I have gotten my family portraits done already (high five to self) and I am on the look out for cute cards or ideas...I just did a deep cleaning today in my house except for the bedrooms and I am preparing for Thanksgiving here next week.

I am excited about the next chapter of life, I am certain there are many good things to expect. I never dreamed that my kids would all grow big so quickly, and here I am wondering who I am now. I know who I am but I don't know how to use my time without it being reserved for their many activities and favors that I do for them (gladly), someone just show me who I am and what I need to be doing! jusstttt kidding, I am sure I will find many things to do.

I'm out girl scout. I'm sleepy like a cat. Good night!

...when pizza is utterly supreme

2011-01-18T20:05:00.000-08:00

I am not sure why making pizza crust at home gives me the warm and fuzzy feeling inside...maybe because it is bread, and bread and I have this crazy love affair going on...for years now...shhh, don't tell anyone.

Or, maybe it is because I use leftovers on my pizzas usually and using leftovers makes me feel complete and accomplished.

Or... it might simply be the warm, soft texture before it rises, and the hypnotic smell of the yeast and flour...i'm not sure. Whatever the reason, all I know is that I love making pizzas and I love making pizza crusts.

My latest favorite besides the barbeque pizza is this simple supreme pizza that just does all sorts of goodness to my soul.

Maybe I am behind but I just realized that Hunt's is making tomato sauce that is seasoned already with basil, oregano, and garlic. If you ask me, that is a perfect pizza sauce, for cheapy cheap cheap!

I happened to have some leftover onions, peppers, and mushrooms, sausage, and cheese today...so pizza it was. I am really wanting to try some funky and fun pizzas soon, but we shall see what is 'leftover' for those.

I'll keep you posted.

If I could go back...

2011-01-13T20:36:00.001-08:00

If I could go back...
If I could go back and hear the laughter of my small children echoing down the hallway...I would smile.
I would smile because I would know that they were playing, carefree, happy.
If I could go back, I would sit in the floor and play, everyday.
If I had the chance to be back in time...money wouldn't matter, neither would time.
The small unimportant would be obvious
And I would be completely aware of what a gift I had.
The days gone by were precious,
They were filled with little shoes, little clothes, toys, teddy bears, and make believe.
So many things that seemed to matter, didn't.
I know that now.
I may seem a little obsessive about my little family,
But I have my reasons.
I never wanna look back on wishing things were different...
I wanna do it right.
So I do all I can to take in the moments, and not focus on the things that won't matter.
What I am wearing, won't matter.
What I am driving, won't matter.
What my house looks like, won't matter.
If I had a fancy career or made alot of money, or made a name for myself, it won't matter.
The time I spent, the moments we spent, will.
The memories, the days, the talks, the laughs.
Those will all matter.

Oodles of Snickerdoodles

2011-01-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

My daughter and I spent time baking Snickerdoodle cookies today. We put them in bags and delivered them to some forgotten souls. This was heartwarming in every way.

Snickerdoodles

1 c. shortening
1 1/2 c. sugar
cream these together then add
2 eggs and mix together
seperately add 2 3/4 c. flour sifted with2 t. cream of tartar & 1 t. baking soda
add to creamed mixture and mix
Shape into 1 inch balls and roll in cinnamon and sugar
Bake at 400 degrees

Project 365 again!

2011-01-02T00:02:00.000-08:00

I am excited to be doing the project 365 again this year for 2011. I have completed two years of taking a photo a day, and as much as it can be a struggle, it is always VERY rewarding on December 31rst when I look back and decide whether I should do it again. I encourage you to get on board if you feel that you would like to do this project. The year is new, and full of exciting memories waiting to be made. Any picture will do, food, family, fun, friends, anything. You'll be suprised what you will forget if you don't take a minute to record it. Happy 2011 to you all! I pray it brings you blessings.

Seeing the beauty in it all...

2010-11-18T07:42:00.000-08:00

Since I was a little girl, I have always had a soft spot for the weak, the underdog, the unpopular, or the runt of the litter. When I picked an animal, I would always find the runt of the litter and claim them. No one else argued with me about that...ever. My family knew that I would always choose the last pick of anything, even the chicken wing at dinner. I made a vow it seemed to appreciate the cast offs and the worthless seeming stuff of the earth. I have found so much beauty in having that mind and heart. I don't know why I did this, but I did it at a very young age. I befriended people who were society's castoff's many times, and found some beautiful friendships along the way. I am passionate about this, about seeing the lowly things of the earth in a new and beautiful light. I have been hurt along the way many times by these same people that I have helped, reached out to, given SO much for...but I cannot help myself. I am much more careful and I try to protect my heart, but I cannot help but feel passionately about reaching out, being a friend, or offering a little love to the outcasts. I will not change anytime soon, I have seen this pattern all of my life. The scruffy dog, the skinny kitten with one eye, the poor black girl on the wrong side of the tracks, the girl who made alot of mistakes and is now labeled? those are my friends. I do not apologize. Seeing this video today reminds me of why I must continue...and why I feel that I have given my children a wonderful gift in seeing beauty in everyone. I am not better than anyone, nor are they worse than me, regardless of what society tells me. I refuse to be part of a clique, I refuse loftiness, I refuse.

The Joys of Cupcakes

2010-10-21T17:45:00.000-07:00

So...this is a whole lot what I feel like lately~ cupcakes, cupcakes, cupcakes!

I just keep making them, and unfortunatley I just keep eating them as well. It's tough to have the desire to make them and not be able to eat them. I have even tried finding someone to give them to! In fact, I read a post on facebook the other day, a tired and busy mom updated her status as wishing she had a piece of chocolate cake or a honey bun or something sweet...I had it!

I had the cupcakes right in front of me, so I drove to her office and delivered them right away. She cried a few tears of joy, and it completely made my day that I could share with a busy and tired working mom.

It totally inspired me to keep the cupcakes coming...you never know when you'll need to share, it just might make someones day.

.............

Cupcakes anyone???

Rainbow Cupcakes

1 box of white cake mix prepared as usual

5 different gel colors

5 small bows for mixing colors

Divide the cake mix into 5 equal portions and add gel colors...vibrant is best

fill the cupcakes evenly per color and bake as usual

fun!

Homemade Pizza Crust

2010-10-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

2 1/4 teaspoons yeast

1 cup warm water

2 1/2 cups flour

2 tablespoons olive oil

2 teaspoons sugar

1 teaspoon kosher salt

Gently mix warm water and yeast. Let it sit for 10 minutes until it is foamy and creamy in appearance.

Attach the dough hook to your electric mixer. Into a bowl combine flour, salt and sugar. Make a well in the center and pour in olive oil and yeast mixture. Turn on mixer and knead until a ball of dough forms. Top with a towel and allow the dough to rise for 30 minutes.

Roll your dough out onto a cookie sheet, press, and stretch and whatever it takes to get it right...then

Top it with whatever floats your boat, and Bake at 350 degrees for 20-30 minutes.

BBQ Chicken Pizza

2010-10-13T18:32:00.000-07:00

This pizza disappeared quickly!

3 boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cooked and cubed

Sauce:

1 cup hickory flavored barbeque sauce
1 tablespoon honey
1/3 cup brown sugar
* I used store bought hickory brown sugar bbq sauce ;) but make your own if you'd like
1 (12 inch) pre-baked pizza crust OR homemade

pizza blend shredded cheese (mozerella and cheddar)

1 cup thinly sliced red onion (optional)

Preheat oven to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C).

Mix Sauce with honey and brown sugar in a saucepan until blended and warm.

Cook cubed chicken in olive oil, salt, pepper, and garlic.

Spread bbq sauce over pizza crust.

Spread chicken mixture evenly over pizza , and top with cheese and onions. Bake for 15 to 20 minutes, or until cheese is melted.

Croutons

2010-10-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

A couple of days after making my first loaves of french bread from scratch (in my last post), I couldn't bear to see some of it not eaten! So, I put my thinking cap on and came up with making croutons. I must say that I have never completely made croutons from scratch, that makes them sound really important, but I guess these truly are from scratch! I cubed the loaf of bread that was leftover...

Tossed them in olive oil and a packet of Ranch dressing and baked at 400 degrees...

Then they turned a golden brown and I removed them from the oven and couldn't stop snacking on them! Yummy, they were good. I served them with a salad for dinner. These were all consumed in one day. I love not wasting things.

Sinful Breads and Cookies

2010-09-28T23:52:00.000-07:00

The BEST Chocolate Chip Cookies

                                                                                 1 1/2 t. vanilla
1 c. sugar                                                                1 t. baking soda
1 c. brown sugar                                                    1 t. salt
1 3/4 sticks butter or margarine softened           3 c. flour
2 eggs                                                                      12 ounces semi-sweet chocolate chips

Place sugars, butter, eggs, and vanilla in mixer bowl. Mix together. Gradually add baking soda, salt, and flour to sugar mixture. Mix again. Fold in chocolate chips.
Bake in a 375' oven for 10-12 minutes. remove from the baking sheets immediately and cool on wire racks.

Rapid Mix Cool Rise White Bread (with a stand up mixer)

6 to 7 cups all purpose flour 1/4 c. butter or margarine softened
2 T. sugar 2 c. very warm water (120 to 130 degrees)
3 1/2 t. salt
3 pkgs. active dry yeast

Place 5 1/2 cups flour, sugar, salt, yeast, and butter in mixer bowl. Attach bowl and dough hook to mixer and mix about 20 seconds. Gradually add warm water (120-130 degrees) and mix about 1 1/2 minutes longer.
Gradually add remaining flour, 1/2 cup at a time, and mix until dough clings to hook and cleans the sides of bowl, about 2 minutes. Knead on Speed 2 about 2 minutes longer.
Cover dough with plastic wrap and a towel. Let rest 20 minutes.
Divide dough in half. Shape each half into a loaf. Place in greased loaf pans. Brush each with oil and cover loosely with plastic wrap. Refrigerate 2 to 12 hours.
When ready to bake, uncover dough carefully. Let stand at room temperature 10 minutes. Puncture any gas bubbles which may have formed. Bake at 400 degrees for 35 to 40 minutes. Remove from pans immediately and cool on wire racks.

and lastly...

French Bread recipe found here at Sweet Country Life. I promise it is easy and fast.

The Spring Break lesson

2010-04-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

Over Spring break, the kids went skiing with their youth group. Having never been before, we didn't know if they would like it, ~~or end up getting hurt~~ or not...so we decided to be a little ~~overprotective~~ spontaneous and take a road trip to be near their ski resort. This would also give us a little time to ourselves and a chance to see Colorado. So off we went, on the the loonnnng drive to our paradise???

Twelve hours later, we were seeing the light at the end of the tunnel! I was super excited for the kids to try their hand at skiing. I went as a kid and loved it! So like all good parents, I wanted my kiddos to have that same experience. I just couldn't wait to hear their stories of how much fun it was, how good they were at it, and how they wanted to do this again every year!!!!

Though we didn't want to impose on their trip, or their fun time, we DID get a call to meet them at the ski shop to pay for some cool items...I am so glad we were there to do that for them. hehe.

We headed to the coffee shop and caught up on emails and such, when we began hearing from the kids...they weren't liking this skiing thing. We encouraged them to keep on trying to make it fun and enjoy the experience.

We continued our sightseeing and quality time together and then decided we would check in on the kids. They wanted to have lunch with us...so we did. The stories were hilarious thus far...they informed us that they are not cut out for skiing, it's too cold, messy, tiresome...and all they really wanted out of spring break was to go home and play music! They seemed down right miserable!

So, in their desperation, we all made a family pact. Our personal vacations and trips would never revolve around recreation but around music or entertainment.

Once they knew that it was settled, and we had all learned something new about ourselves, they enjoyed the rest of their time as best they could, and made some funny memories of their first and probably only ski trip of their life.

Oh well, you never know, they may just end up loving it someday...if they ever give it another shot. I don't really see that in the near future. But that is how you learn what you like, right?

I still love New York

2010-03-12T09:07:00.000-08:00

I have found myself aching for the city recently. Since I was a little girl, I have felt a drawing to the city life. Maybe because I grew up in rural west Texas, or maybe I am right when I say I feel that I was there before. I certainly don't believe in reincarnation, but if I did, I am convinced I grew up in the city hearing horns honking, sirens sounding, and trucks driving outside of my apartment window. It's a comforting sound to me.

I enjoyed so much of what the city offered...things like stopping by the outdoor market...not driving, but walking and taking a train or subway, it's all wonderful to me...

or stopping by the pizzeria or bakery, for fresh authentic italian food...not pizza franchises! not having to stock up at Wal Mart's and grocery stores, but just getting what you need when you need it...and going back home to your small apartment...

seeing people you know nothing about, complete strangers in completely strange places, doing completely strange things...

seeing cute little children in Central Park taking in the sunshine, a little envious that they are growing up here...

or just sitting at seaport watching the Brooklyn Bridge...wondering where everyone is going?

or visiting beautiful cathedrals, anytime of day...to pray, meditate, find solitude, or escape the busy streets...and once inside being completely taken in by their beauty and peacefulness...

or seeing art, meeting the people who create it, and hearing the stories behind their creations...

one of my favorites...people watching in touristy spots...that certainly doesn't happen here. if I were to watch people where I live, I would be asked if I needed something? or how my family was doing? everyone knows everyone.

or maybe just catching a broadway show, one FULL of artistic abilities...like dancing, singing, acting, performing, and wonderful sets... with different ideas, unlike any we accept here...

but, in reality...I am just another tourist...visiting a place that many call home. It's unfamiliar to me, but it pulls me into it's grip, leaving me wanting more. I can honestly say that I have never wanted to go back to a place so badly. It's no wonder that the shirts say I love NY... it has that effect on people...one day I will again visit the place that is still calling my name. But if I don't, it did it's job...it intrigued me beyond measure, left a wonderful feeling in my soul, and still I feel the magnificence...I still love you New York.

Morning routine = Anchor

2010-03-03T08:18:00.000-08:00

I have had the same morning routine for several years now. When i find something that works for me, I am hooked. This routine came after lots of frustration and chaos from having three kids and a busy life, it became my anchor. Things still do get out of hand at times and I get behind, but once I get the morning routine done, I feel that I can move forward in life again. Here is how it goes, and some of the nice things that I find put a smile on my face when I see them each day...

I do not wake up at the same time each day....mostly because my nights are unpredictable and being a stay at home mom, I can be more flexible with that. But first off, I make some coffee. Or my husband does...it just depends on who is more awake! He also makes Lattes, but I stay away from those....too many calories for this body. Whether it be good coffee or great coffee...I have to know that it is waiting for me, it's my reward or motivation.

Then after a quick breakfast for the kids and finding lost items, I
unload the dishwasher. One of my favorite parts about that job is Darby's dishmat that I made. I have made a couple and they just make me smile inside. I unload all the dishes onto the mat into categories and then put them away. Now I know why we learned to group things in Kindergarten! The dishwasher is now free to be loaded all throughout the day, and an empty sink is always nice!

Next I make my bed...my favorite part about that job is the Nester's duvet that I made for my bed. It's not perfect or the most beautiful thing but I made it and it's special to me... plus my hubby likes it. It was so easy, of course only if you sew will you find it easy. It is the absolute warmest cover I have ever laid beneath.

put in a load of laundry and fold a load is next!...I do not like being snowed under by laundry but IT happens, alot. Strangely, when I feel in control I love doing the laundry for my family and blessing them in this way. My girls have a ton of clothes and many of them are handwashables...but with amazing stuff like this, I can handle that like a champ.

Next is the trash, I take out the trash...I know for lots of women that is the man's job around their home...but we all do it around here, so if it needs doing, then this is when I do it. I even have something I love about it...i love the walk through the back yard to the alley and I love my trashcan and bags from Bed Bath and Beyond.

what's next? coffee / check email and blogs or make lists...and listen to the hum of the washer doing it's job. And even if I don't get another chance to touch my house all day, the important stuff is done and the rest can and will wait. I like to keep it simple.

this is when I get ready for the day...sometimes I look ok, and sometimes I don't, but that is the great part about my job. It doesn't matter a whole lot.

Do you have a morning routine?

Dreams...Deli's...and Dad...and how they all collide

2010-02-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

the kids have their first real gig together soon...and ~~their Daddy~~ they wanted to practice setting up, setting sound, and letting them get the feel for this long narrow room that will fill up with lots of bodies!...this is something they have wanted to do for most of their lives and they now realize it's alot harder than it looks, but truly when you love something? you will do what it takes to get there.

so piece by piece, they loaded and unloaded their room full of music equipment to their location on possibly the coldest day it seemed yet. a few really cold kids, a cold Dad who gave away his jacket, and some loud music made for a memorable day...

of course as time passed, they seemed to let the music take over and forget the cold for just a bit...

and i must admit that i am still a bit suprised to see my kids doing this, although i should have seen it coming...

when they were just old enough to work together, they began taking my video camera and recording themselves making videos, putting on concerts, singing, dancing and what not. many of my old videos were recorded over and now have these concerts and music videos on them...so instead of birthday parties and school awards ceremonies, i have childhood music videos!!! ... of course i cherish them COMPLETELY! like i said, i should have seen this coming...

and it helps to have a dad who's been there and done that when it comes gigs... a dad who knows how to develop their desires, dreams, and talents into something wonderful. a dad who knew that a day of practicing set up for their first show would be extremely important because they needed to know what all was involved...it helps to have a dad who is there to protect, promote, support, and nudge you forward towards excellence. truthfully without his knowledge, his hard work, his guidance, they wouldn't be here on the verge of their dreams. they would still be dreaming, wishing, and hoping...and recording music videos at home!...not that there is anything wrong with that.

40 day journey to self realization...is she really addicted?

2010-02-09T08:59:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time there was a girl, she loved food, she loved the taste, smell, and texture, especially the texture....ahh, and taste, mmmm. However, this girl began noticing that she loves food so much that it is probably not the healthiest obsession to have anymore as her waistline has expanded beyond a healthy measure. She has had to come to a place where she admits she is a food addict, and that she must take measures just as an alcoholic or any other addict would. She will stop posting pictures of food on her blog, stop taking pictures of food that looks yummy...she does this alot! She will stop reading recipe books as though they were novels...and she will stop talking about food and thinking about food for 40 days. For 40 days she will practice a fiber rich, protein rich, low sugar eating plan that will include eating 6 small meals a day instead of 3 large meals with unlimited snacks in between. She will not get discouraged when her 'skinny' family eats whatever they want without a care, and she has to make sacrifices...ouch. It's just for 40 days, and then she can reevaluate and see what she has learned. Can you help me her with a little encouragement? She sure is gonna need it! Thanks blog friends.

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I am not at Blissdom bloghop!

2010-02-07T21:57:00.000-08:00

Why hello! I am a married twenty years mom of 3 great teenagers...I have a very musically talented and creative family that I share life with. I have been blogging for two years now, and I have realized the longer I do so, the more I love it. It just takes some time to connect with people and find your style. I have a 365 project (for the second year) blog and this one that I recently started using for creative projects and family stuff, to keep the other one for a picture a day. Why do I love blogging? I love the inspiration I get from other bloggers...in fact it has awakened a side of me that I hadn't seen in years, the creative and resourceful one. I also love seeing how we are all alike, we love our families, we all seem to love food, and being creative as well. I believe it has been an answered prayer to connect me with like minded people...God's world is so BIG, and I am blessed to be able to connect with so many more people than just here in my hometown of 10,000. I certainly know some nice people here, but this window of opportunity to connect on a larger scale is certainly something I am enjoying thoroughly. So, if you want to join in the blog hopping party then go HERE! Have a good one, hope you'll visit again.

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Off to Haiti they go...

2010-02-05T15:20:00.000-08:00

The HOPE bags are filled now and ready to be shipped, it's not too late if you still want to help...there is a link on my last post that shows all their current needs at the rescue center, just know there are some pictures on their site that are hard to look at, or at least they were for me.

More bags for Haiti

2010-02-03T21:57:00.000-08:00

With lots of rain falling today, it was just meant to be a sew and drink lots of coffee kind of day, so that is what I did. More bags, of course, they are so tempting for me to make because they can be made out of anything nearly!

Old jeans, pajama pants legs, anything that's too small, or has a stain that can be cut around works. I have plenty of things that can be made into bags....

...with my only HOPE being that the children are blessed when they open them to find a furry friend, and something to eat. I am mailing my first shipment of bags tomorrow, as soon as I buy the little furry friends and other necessities, like a toothbrush and toothpaste, something we take for granted.

Here is where they are going:

Debbie Woodward

1500 Jackson Street NE

Mineapolis, MN 55413

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She is part of Real Hope for Haiti and is collecting donation items to be sent to Haiti.

RHFH has a rescue center and an orphanage in Haiti.

Due date: As soon as you can, it looks like first shipping will go

March 1rst.

Directions for these bags are here

Put inside:

1 toothbrush

1 travel size toothpaste

3 granola bars

1 small toy

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please visit HERE for a list of other items that are needed! ...like underwear and basics!!! can you help? they can also be shipped to the address above!!! thank you sweet blog friends.

More Totes for Tots

2010-02-01T20:55:00.000-08:00

I finished my ditty bags today, and may end up doing some more boyish ones...and of course I still need to fill them. For information on how to make the bags, where to ship them, what to put in the bags, and where they are going is HERE....

If you have decide to make some, thank you! I promise it will bless your soul, and it's so much more fun to create when there aren't rules to follow, just do what feels good to you and be a blessing.

Totes for Tots in Haiti

2010-01-31T22:25:00.000-08:00

THiS is my latest project...Totes for Tots in Haiti. You can go here to read about it. If you sew, or even would like to help decorate bags, it would be amazing. The address to ship them to is also on the link I just gave you and the directions are as well. You will need to fill these with 1 toothbrush, 1 toothpaste, 3 granola bars, and a stuffed toy. I am excited to be able to help and after viewing the photos of the rescue mission these are going to...I am even more ready to get them done and shipped. I can't imagine how horrible it has been for these children, please say you will help give them hope and make a moment in their day brighter. it doesn't have to be costly, I am using thrift store skirts I bought recently and they are making wonderful bags. Please say you'll help, this has really blessed my day.

Vintage Strawberry Preserves- sweet and simple

2010-01-29T09:57:00.000-08:00

A while back, I put away 2 quarts of fresh hulled strawberries in my freezer. I hadn't used them, so I decided to look for some strawberry preserves recipes...I found a vintage recipe that sounded simple. Mind you, I haven't canned anything since the 90's and that was pickles, so this was new to me. I am certain I will be doing it again though. I found it to be quite fun, and since the steps were spread out over time, I had plenty of time to do the next step when needed. It was a great way to spend a late cold winter night boiling jars and making some labels as everyone slept. Ok, so here it is, I want to share it with you. I had it on toast this morning and it was the most delicious thing! Ah!

my strawberries came from the freezer and were thawed first...fresh are good to use too...but either way,

you will need 1 1/2 quarts of strawberries - hulled of course

You will place them in a stainless steel pan for 3 hours with 5 cups of sugar - just let them sit

(this is where i mashed them, i read that the fruit when mashed releases natural pectin...so do it)

After the 3 hours, you will add 1/3 cup of lemon juice (fresh or bottled) and then

bring these babies to a boil for 15 minutes

They will cool for 12 to 24 hours in a shallow pan - uncovered

Ladel your preserves into hot sterilized jars make sure the rims are clear of any jelly

seal the jars and put them in the hot water bath (hard boil) for 20 minutes

Remove them carefully and listen for the 'pops' of the lids sealing ... if you have any jars in which the lids are not concave, and you can press the lid down, simply put those in the refrigerator. They are fine, just not sealed.

You now have strawberry preserves

You can fix them up cute for gifts, or just stock up! it's that simple.

filling the family room with L-O-V-E

2010-01-25T22:41:00.000-08:00

Having a cabinet full of felt and fabric that I have paid little to nothing for...I decided to make a valentine decoration. I don't own any V-day decor really, so I figured I had nothing to lose. I first saw this idea at All A Flutter, for the fall, and I never had a chance to make it, until now...so here is my valentines bunting. I quenched the inspiration...finally. Now, I'm going to fill some more of this room with LOVE.

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Just playing around for a bit...

2010-01-21T08:17:00.000-08:00

Ok, so they are getting better and better at playing together...sometimes a little frustration in getting it all together...but I do love hearing them knowing that every bit of music I hear is coming from all three of my kids, working together. It's really beyond me where or how this happened, or exactly when. Maybe it was when they were little, sneaking my video camera to shoot music videos, or maybe just something they are meant to do. I don't know exactly, but I like it. Thank you God for the gifts you have placed in my children.

Repurposing...skirts to aprons!

2010-01-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

I have been retreating to my sewing room as often as possible these days. I am not sure what it is about, but I am craving sewing projects! I bought some cute, cute, Goodwill skirts a while back, to make aprons for my girls...I finished those last night. They are super easy to make, just by cutting the skirt in half, seaming the sides and then making ties for the back. I couldn't help when I hung them on my apron hooks, to stand back and smile...and remove all the ugly aprons that just didn't deserve to be displayed here next to these cuties!!! NOW...we just need to find time to bake some cookies.

2010-01-14T21:15:00.000-08:00

This is de-lurking week in blog land...and it's time to let me know who you are and where you are from! It's always nice to meet new people, and you can always go right back to lurking again! So, come on now, what are you waiting for? leave me a comment with your name and where you are from. I'll tell you ahead of time, nice to meet you, and thanks for stopping by.

Potato Soup...my long lost friend

2010-01-14T09:45:00.000-08:00

I grew up eating potato soup, and it's probably one of my favorite comfort foods. Our version back home didn't have carrots and celery in it, I have adapted my recipe some, but we did have plenty of buttered cornbread to go along with it which made it an ever greater source of comfort...here's my recipe.

peel chop and wash a 5 lb. bag of potatoes
cover them in water in a large pot and boil for about 10 minutes until tender
made sure there isn't too much water in the pan, just enough to cover the tatoes...and pour in a half carton of half and half ....mmmm.....and then add a half stick of real butter...yep, it's bad.
add a half bag of shredded carrots from the produce section, now it's getting gooder
add a few stalks of celery diced
about 5 chicken boullion cubes can be added now
some parsley dried or fresh goes in now
salt, pepper, and garlic, mmm...garlic!... to taste
simmer some more to gel these flavors, and you have yourself a great pot of potato soup my friend!

A nice warm bowl of easy chicken vegetable soup!

2010-01-14T08:49:00.000-08:00

nothing is more soothing than a warm bowl of soup on a cold day...and a homemade soup is the best! i rarely make the same thing exactly twice, but when it turns out completely perfect and a month from now i don't remember how i did it, then it frustrates me. THIS soup was completely perfect. my entire family complimented it's goodness, and i certainly want it again so here is the recipe for my own records and yours if you'd like..

1 rotisserie chicken deboned and chopped
2 cans of chicken broth
1 can of carrots
1 can of green beans
1/2 head of cabbage chopped
1 zucchini sliced
1 small can of tomato paste
italian seasoning
1 onion chopped
2 stalks of celery chopped
salt and pepper

combine all of these ingredients and simmer for thirty minutes to an hour...it is so delicious! and warm! oh, and do not drain the canned veggies, just pour it all in!

Jaunuary is the new Spring!

2010-01-12T08:03:00.000-08:00

Okay, so I am off and running in my mission to declutter this house after Christmas. I tackled the laundry room a day or so after the new year began, and yesterday I tackled my closet! Now that was a job. It had become a storage room of sorts, and what was once a walk in closet had become a 'view from the door' kind of storage, and 'if you walk in, be really careful not to step on anything breakable'... it was that kind of place and it was stressful. I removed everything from the floor and grouped it into these categories...TRASH, GIVE AWAY, SELL, and of course the pile of dirty laundry and lots of empty shopping bags...(shh! I never claim to be a shopper!)... I faced the reality of myself in that closet yesterday. I have way more than I need and probably haven't made the best decisions about the clothing that I buy. Most of it I don't even like, or cannot wear, or it isn't flattering. So, even though the closet is straight, and I can actually walk in and turn around in a circle, I am a little frustrated with myself...but mostly about the glimpse I caught of myself in the mirror during that decluttering mission...whoa. Ok, looks like I have alot of decluttering to do in alot of areas of my life. Maybe that's why these clothes aren't flattering! The closet was a good start, thanks to that mirror, darnit! I hate facing the truth. Next mission, eat healthy today, and tackle the hall closet? Thank goodness there are no mirrors there.

The End ... of a great year!

2010-01-11T22:50:00.001-08:00

I love my sweet family, and it was an especially great year we had. Even if my husband insisted on doing the funny picture during our serious picture, I really want to enjoy each and every moment with these people, they are so special to my heart.

(2009)

...and here is proof that not much has changed since last year! ...wrong face Albert!!! hahah.

(2008)

The Random Dozen...these were easy

2010-01-11T22:16:00.000-08:00

1. When was the last time you craved a food--what was it, and did you cave?

probably pancakes earlier as i looked at the southern living magazine

2. M & M's or Skittles?

Skittles

3. Have you ever read the Bible completely through?

No I have not

4. How long does it take you to really wake up in the morning?

About an hour

5. Have you ever been on a cruise? If not, would you like to?

I have never been, I would never say I wouldn't go, but it's not high on my list of to do's

6. Who is your favorite actress?

Goodness, I don't have a favorite!

7. ______ is something that I will just never understand.

Abuse in any form

8. How much of a technology junkie are you?

Not a freak, but I like to know what's going on

9. Do you enjoy selecting greeting cards for people, or is it more of a cultural "have to" for you?

Sometimes I enjoy it, sometimes it feels forced

10. When was the last time you got a new style/haircut?

A few weeks ago

11. What do you enjoy shopping for most?

Anything!

12. What's the last thing you think of before you leave the house?

do I have my cell phone?

2009-10-21T12:02:00.000-07:00

i have prayed over the years that God would lead my kids down the path he has for them early in life, that they would not be distracted by things outside of that, and for them to not waste their time with things that aren't going to benefit them in their future. i continue to pray this, and as i see them growing up right before my eyes, i see them choosing their paths.

striking

2009-09-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

...playing around with editing and makeup

time doesn't wait

2009-08-14T01:08:00.000-07:00

each moment is precious, spend every moment you can enjoying them, they grow up fast just like the older people try to tell you. it's true. it's real. it's happening. i am happy and i am sad.

the good times

2009-08-04T22:35:00.001-07:00

wonderful days of driving around town, discovering new places (even in this small town), and singing at the top of your lungs! these are tomorrows fondest memories happening now.

the stage

2009-07-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

flip on the switch, and she will come to life!

beautiful

2009-07-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

self portrait

cartoon time

2009-07-22T10:39:00.000-07:00

out of morgan's creative mind

in the good ole' summertime

2009-07-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

summertime, summertime, summer summer summertime!

simple yet complex

2009-07-22T10:17:00.000-07:00

the act of roasting marshmellows is simple, but getting teenage siblings to enjoy it together is a complexity to most. i feel very blessed that they get along.

creativity x3 = bliss

2009-05-05T10:20:00.000-07:00

There is not a better moment than when I see my 3 children being creative together, it's better than ice cream and wedding cake!

one of my favorites...

2009-03-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

one of my favorite memories...a school day, taking pictures for fun out of town, never guessing we'd run into a teacher! sometimes in life, the funniest moments happen when you break the rules.